Lent: The Bride Returns to Her
Bridegroom
By: Fr. Andy
Younan
The season of
Lent, or Soma Raba, begins on the first Sunday of
February this year. It is, like Advent or Subara, a
season of preparation; where Advent was a preparation for
Christmas, Lent is the preparation for Holy Week, and especially
for the Great Feast of the Resurrection of the Lord. How does
the Church prepare for such an awesome remembrance? And even
more importantly, why does the Church prepare? As always,
we look to the prayers of the Chaldean Church of the East for
our answer.
The Bride of Christ
It is curious
that the “Basilica” hymn of the first and last Sunday of Lent is
the same, and that it contains no reference to fasting or
penance:
O Lord,
behold your Church, saved by your Cross,
and your
flock bought with your precious Blood,
offers a
crown of thanksgiving in faith to you,
O High Priest
of justice who has exalted her by your abasement.
And, like a
glorious Bride, she rejoices and exults in you, O glorious
Bridegroom.
In the
strength of the Truth, raise the walls of her salvation,
and establish
priests within her,
to be
ambassadors of peace on behalf of her children.
Fasting and
penance are not ends in themselves; they are not things we do
for their own sake. We fast and do penance for a higher reason,
and the moment this reason is forgotten, we become as ignorant
of God’s ways as was the Pharisee who stood before God and
bragged about his fasting practices: “I fast twice a week,
and I pay tithes on my whole income.” (Lk 18:12). To brag about
our fasting as if it alone made us holy is exactly to miss the
point: we fast in order to become humble; we do penance in order
to see our sins more clearly and beg forgiveness for them, so
that God may erase them and make of his Church a fitting bride.
The point of fasting and penance and repentance, the point of
Lent, is for the Bride of Christ to lose, by the grace of her
Spouse, all the excess weight of her sins, in order to fit into
the white garment of her wedding day in heaven.
The Example of Christ
The hymn of the
second Sunday of Lent is a litany of thanksgiving to the Lord
who has given us such marvelous favors:
Come, let us
all give thanks and glorify our good God,
as much as we
are able, for his benefits to our race:
honor him for
our establishment, from the beginning,
in the Name
of his honorable Image;
and, when the
enemy envied our honor and cast us out of our glory,
[the Lord]
was revealed to us, and spoke to us in his Son,
who is the
Inheritance and Progenitor of the world to come;
in whose
birth gathered us from the error of ignorance
to the
knowledge of his Divinity;
who was
baptized and gave us a true adoption;
who fasted
and gave encouragement to our weariness that we might overcome
Satan;
in whose
death conquered the tyrant;
and who
justified us, lifted us up and raised us with him in glory.
Interestingly,
the reference to fasting near the end is in the midst of a list
of graces given to us by God through Christ. This suggests two
points: first, any merit that may come from our fasting is, like
all the good we can ever do in life, the work of God’s grace,
and not our own. That is, if there is any spiritual growth that
comes from our fast, it occurs only because of God’s grace
working through an activity he taught us by example. This is the
second point, and answers the question posed above of why we
fast: we fast because Christ fasted.
The Mercy of Christ
Of the many
immediate effects of fasting and penance, the one which is the
subject of the third Sunday’s hymn, is repentance: an acute
awareness of one’s sins and utter reliance on God’s mercy for
their forgiveness.
If you enter
into judgment with your servant, O Lord God,
what excuse
will I find? And how can I beg for forgiveness?
For I have
rejected and broken all your laws,
and have
become a dead man in the greatness of my sins.
As from Sheol,
from the sea of sin draw me out, in your mercy:
O Christ the
King, have mercy on me!
Here the author
takes up the voice of the repentant sinner, and accuses himself
of committing every sin and breaking every one of God’s laws.
This state leaves him, leaves us, pitifully unable to make any
excuse or apology, and hardly able even to beg for forgiveness.
Indeed, before God’s Goodness, how can any sinful human being
dare to think himself good, or make excuses for his sins? Is
this not truly the greatest arrogance? Counter to this, the
author of this prayer humbly acknowledges his unworthiness and
misery as he stands before God’s judgment seat. His appeal,
which is our appeal, is to God’s mercy, which raises those dead
in their sins to new life.
We have
seen, then, how unthankful is mankind to God – how, in return
for his immeasurable graces and gifts, every human being, save
the Lord himself and his mother, turns away from God and throws
his gifts away through sin. But even in the face of such an
insult, the merciful Creator never gives up on his children;
rather, even after they have wounded themselves and made
themselves sick in sin, he welcomes and heals them.
Distraction: The Creature Betrays
the Creator
After the Fall of Man in the
Garden of Eden, the mind of the human being, the peak of
creation, became darkened; the worship of the one true God was
left behind for polytheism: creatures were confused for the
Creator. The Basilica hymn for the fourth Sunday of Lent
reflects on this reality:
This world,
in its construction,
daily
prepares and awakens rational creatures
to the wonder
and glory of that wise Creator.
The wondrous
variations, which oppose one another,
harmonize
within it: fire, water, earth and sinuous air.
But that we
may not be led astray and think
that, because
of their diversity they have many makers,
he took and
made, of creation, one body in the forming of man,
and in him
made known to us that he is the Lord of all.
In this we discover how
grievous is the sin of polytheism: God the Creator, in his
Providence, knew that the multiplicity of creatures could be
confusing, and so gathered the whole creation together and
summed it up in his final work: the human being. This is, in the
Chaldean Tradition, the meaning of the idea that man is the
“Image of God:” that, in his ruling and taking care of the
physical world, man reflects the Ultimate Ruler and Caregiver.
And so the grievousness of polytheism is made manifest: the Lord
gave us a clear sign of his Oneness in order to clear the
confusion made possible by the multiplicity of creatures, and no
one need look very far to find this sign, for it is in his
very self! This is the manner in which sin strengthens its
hold on the soul: by darkening the mind of man so much that he
forgets the God which he himself reflects.
Dispersion: Looking to Fill the
Void
Darkness having fallen upon the
soul of man, he begins to seek a way to find light again.
Unfortunately, his blindness causes him to reach, not for the
true Light of the Creator, but for that which is just within his
grasp: the meager light of creatures. It is a fitting metaphor:
when one is walking in darkness, his immediate instinct is to
hold on to the first thing he can find. The problem is that this
grasp onto creatures is insufficient to enlighten the soul
created solely for God himself; no creature is enough to fulfill
him who is the image of the Creator:
The whole
span of my life disperses and vanishes vainly
in the
confusion of the vanities of the world;
while I have
not, for one hour,
desired to
prepare myself for tackling work in the spiritual vineyard,
I do not
expect to receive the wage prepared for the just.
But, for the
hidden wounds of my sins,
I ask
forgiveness from you, unworthy though I am,
and because
of this, before I stand before your frightful judgment-seat
and am found
guilty of my crimes by your just judgment,
say the word,
and I will be healed by your mercies:
O Lover of
mankind, glory to you!
In our darkness, we seek to
salve our wounds in rest and pleasure – in the vanities of this
world. But this temporary drug to soothe to our deepest pain
runs short and ends, and we find ourselves not only empty, but
running out of time, for we know, deep within our hearts, that
we will be judged for what we have done with the graces God has
given us.
The Doctor: The Bride Finds Her
Healing
It is in this miserable state
that the bride of Christ finds herself. The Church is sick and
bleeding in her sins – she has caught so many diseases in her
unfaithfulness to Christ that she is on the verge of death. But
the Divine Physician does not leave her so, but comes to her in
her sin and heals her of every malady. This is true universally
of the Church, and particularly of every individual soul which
is called to be wedded to God. It finds its expression
Biblically in the healings performed by Christ in the Gospels,
and these themes are all drawn together in the hymn for the
Sixth Sunday of Lent:
“Who is the
doctor who can cleanse my hidden wounds?
O, will he be
able to heal and to cure [them]?
O who will be
able to deliver me from the fire?”
[thus] cried
the adulteress.
“I will
unravel the tangles of sin,
and draw near
to the Lord and Savior.”
For indeed,
he did not cast the tax-collector away from him,
and with his
speech, he converted the Samaritan woman.
With his
word, he gave life to the Canaanite woman,
and to the
hemorrhaging woman he gave healing with the hem of his cloak.
With his
merciful word, he freed the adulteress from her sins,
and summoned
her to the book of life with the holy women.
And with
these people, my soul says, at all times:
Blessed is
the Messiah our Savior!
The idea of gender is
noteworthy in this prayer – most of the works mentioned are done
for the sake of women, and the soul of the author places itself
in their stead (recall also that nawsha, “soul” in Syriac,
is a feminine noun). This fact, I believe, should be understood
in reference to the Bridegroom/Bride imagery predominant in the
Bible, from the Prophets to the Gospels to the Epistles. Again,
both in the first and in the last Basilica hymn of Lent,
this imagery takes the forefront:
O Lord,
behold your Church, saved by your Cross,
and your
flock bought with your precious Blood,
offers a
crown of thanksgiving in faith to you,
O High Priest
of justice who has exalted her by your abasement.
And, like a
glorious Bride, she rejoices and exults in you, O glorious
Bridegroom.
In the
strength of the Truth, raise the walls of her salvation,
and establish
priests within her,
to be
ambassadors of peace on behalf of her children.
Christ is the glorious
Bridegroom who became flesh and gave his very life – his Body
and Blood – for the sake of his bride. It is only in his Blood
that she is washed and made clean, and it is in his Body, given
for her on the Cross and sacramentally present in the Eucharist,
that she is united to him perfectly.